January 26, 2009

I Want to Move Away…

Life has been blah for a while. I say blah because I can’t find a word that better sums up what I am going through. It’s not that life is bad, it’s not that its good. It’s just kind of there. I’m kind of just living it. All I do is work, hang out with friends, and play PS3. I don’t go to school. I don’t really do anything else. Man that sounds alot worse when I say it aloud.

The other day I was thinking about things and honestly I think I have too easy of a life. I mean I still live at home, I make pretty good money, and don’t really have alot of bills. I have become way too comfortable. I know I probably sound crazy, and I probably am, but I really want to struggle a little. I want to get out there on my own and struggle to make it. I want the experiences of working hard. I want to learn those life lessons.

I want to move east! Closer to all the BSCers and all of those awesome Bayside shows I want to be at so badly!

Then again, how amazing would it be to live in Oregon? I have been through there a time or two and it is so amazing. It’s such a beautiful place.

Then again whats wrong with Utah, but just moving out?

I need to make up my mind and just do it. I really do want those experiences. I need to prove to myself that I can make it. I need to grow up a little bit and that would definitely help do it.

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